February 2012
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Dropped stitches
You are the dropped stitches That my prying needles Struggle to retrieve, Only to dig a hole deeper Than the one you left. So when this is complete You’ll be able to pick it up and look straight through The holes, to know What I’ve lost, and What I’ve tried so hard To pull right again.
Feb 26th
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Creative Writing Course
Today I began my creative writing course.  It’s worth 10 credits towards my fine art degree.   I was so happy to meet our tutor.  The main reason is because he says he is obsessed with “place and space”, the same way that I am.  When I look through my poems I’m sure over half of them have something to do with home, or have some kind of an analogy involving houses.  I...
Feb 23rd
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The Butterfly Crossing
Down my road, Take a right turn. You’ll find the place I call the butterfly crossing. The road is cobbled Double yellow lines are Painted crudely, And there are four Wings of road, leading Off in different directions. I cross diagonally. I always look down one Of those wings, Towards the barbican Where I can see The sails of boats Proud against The sea and sky. I feel the...
Feb 23rd
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I always seem to be appologising
But the truth is, I never want to write here when I’m feeling like this.  I don’t want to annoy anyone.  I’m going to the doctors tomorrow about everything.  My last problems began just like this and I don’t want it to escalate into something that gets in the way of everything I have right now.   I’m sorry I haven’t been writing - I really am… but...
Feb 22nd
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No.
I’d sooner They burnt Than see them In the hands of someone Who would cast the pieces aside Like parts of a ghastly and incomplete jigsaw.
Feb 19th
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Just a House
It’s never just a house. And it’s never Going to be alright If I can never climb Those stairs on hands and knees And look out my landing window And remember everything. No-one will ever understand how It is never going to be “Just a house” to me.
Feb 19th
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My Old World
I’m going to miss every Wall and corner of that place. Every box of a room I used to shut myself In and cry.  Every  Hole in the curtain The curl of a piece Of dusty wallpaper. I will miss the creak of The landing hallway, The yellow of the bulbs That outlined my door As I tried to stay awake. I will miss the decorations We chose tenderly from The local B&Q, I will Miss...
Feb 19th
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Anonymous asked: Hello, are you alright? Havent heard from you. How was your night shift?
Feb 1st
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